hey jase
some times it's not that easy
sometimes we look at the ones we love and they piss us off
and yet they are the ones we want to tell that we love the most
and then theres the ones we have a different love for, it's like a forgiveness love....they are people we are indifferent to but some how we would like to be inclussive of, but it just gets to hard and so you draw the line and say what the hey! i love you even though you just broke my foot by running over it in your car............
still the love goes on and around in is shared and cared for and ......well just and.................
cheers jase
i love you bud..

oh! and by the way i told my friend hidive that i think he's ok......is that enough?

hmmm let me see....
- i sent my mum an apology letter for stuff i did years ago and have never said sorry for... i also told her i loved her
- i cooked dinner for my flatmate, and just mixed up some pancake batter so the two of us can have pancakes for breakfast tomorrow
- i sent one of my favourite tribe friends a message, to which he replied that i made him smile so much he fell back onto his bed
- i invited someone who randomly sent me a message on tribe to be my friend, and wished them a happy day
is that enough?

today i rang my bicycle bell at a man in his car that was STARING at me.
his window was down, so he heard it.
then, because i rang my bell, i got a HUGE grin on my face.
and then HE got a HUGE grin on his face, tooted his horn, and waved to me :)

* it seems that people are always staring at me when i'm riding my bike, which is weird... i'm sure that hippies are supposed to ride bicycles, so why does everyone seem so surprised?*

Beautiful Jase...
delayed reaction, but I feel bad....<What have you done today to tell someone you love them? what have you done to become a positive influence in someone's life? How have you helped someone and made them smile? > .....because I don't conciously set out to do this every day which IS an oversight. We should be thinking of this every day but some days I take more than I give, others - god, I hope I give something to someone out there...it;s just not on my radar unfortuantely. Food for thought.